It feels way too early right now. I am sort of glad I haven’t woken up all the way yet, because I suspect when I see what I have to do today the adrenaline jolt will either motivate me or cause me to keep over on the spot.

I hate this feeling of being too busy. I really should learn how to say no. I am getting better at it, but there are times when I equivocate instead of being able to say, no, that is not going to happen at that time, if you want me to do it, this is when it will happen. End of story. Instead I cheat myself by trying to work miracles.

I have about 45 assignments to mark today, plus a freelance job that I should have declined but now I can’t because I said I could do it. I am not feeling creative at all. I guess I will just have to crank it out today and see how much I can get done in the next 13 hours or so.

Ok, screw that, the panic just started. Back tomorrow afternoon after the exam is over. I’ll let you know how it all went.

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